soru coz u've 2 wait long 4 my latest post....wat can i do...skrang nie musim bz ngan assignment n prog n also wat i'm gonna share with u skrang nie....

benda dia lagu nie..i'm x a type of person yg rajin nak join any prog n club since poli laie...but finally i realize that benda tu semua penting 4 my future..xkan la aku nak duk pokus kat pelajaran yg just only teori jerr...x practical part....practical part here means other than blaja u also hv to focus on campur ngan org lain other than ur classmate...after this u'll x working with books...frankly classmate aku pun x knal nama diorg especially sisters...hehehhe)..at least u've show ur apperance in front of da people + ur capability of handling with people....PUBLIC RELATION katanyaaa.....

let's start with da main topic k...aku rasa my 3rd year la aku nampak aktif skit kat UIA after my 1st n 2nd year asyik gadap buku jer(really??????kidding jer beb...)even x aktif sgt la kan my first part of my 3rd year....da starting poing of being active in dis UIA nie mmg IAG...glad to scream IAG is my 1st step!!!!!...mmg jasa IAG xleh aku nak lupa la....pasal kat situ la aku knal rmi members, learn sumthing new - MUSIC.......n IAG la my 1st step dat i learn more bout time management..even ngan IAG x sepadat yg lain but i managed my time very well with my study n main2...hehehhee

then masa 3rd year gak la my 1st big program 4 me - conmmunity service kat sarawak...nothing much 2 say bout dis prog la coz i already told u dat stry rite....dat prog la laie la wat aku semangat nak trus aktif 4 my remaining sem kat UIA nie....n still trus aktif ngan IAG even lately cam ssh skit aku nak commit but i try my best..

suddenly aku ter "apply" 4 da post of MRC Siddiq...i just try jerrr..or at least sub com kerr...but suprisingly trus dpt head com (wat bureau???i don hv da answer coz 2nite it's gonna be da AGM 2 clarify all post for each of us...) frankly aku x target pun any post especially da main board punya post...seriously...but Rezaki Allah dh dpt just accept it...it might be any purpose n hikmah behind dat...just wait n see erkk...

aku pun x tau apa kualiti aku sebenarnya smpi dpt benda2 camtu...me myself xnampak pun any GOOD quality on me....wat i can say aku nie lack of communication skill n aku leh pengsan kot kalo ckp dpn crowd...heheheh...or mayb diorg nampak aku nak leh handle org kot...or mayb leh lead people...but i can lead people tp in other way laaa....in short aku ske lead org utk benda2 yg kau prefer n like jerrr....

that's da thing yg aku xtau about myself...mayb different people different view bout other people kann...benda yg kita x realise tu la yg org akan nampak n ingat sampi bler2...i'll work on that...bler org dh trust kat ko of coz la they find sumthing special n interesting bout urself...wat we hv 2 do is pay back da trust dat the people gave u....kan benda tu win-win situation...

wat can i do is try my best 2 do my job n hopefully i can get support from my friends, my family n da rest laa...i really need guidance psl benda nie sumthing newreally new...aku takaut gak la aku x dpt nak puas kan hati org lain...

n aku gak harap org akan paham keadaan aku kalo tetiba aku ilang, or x dpt nak commit 4 sumthing especially IAG but i try la nak commite coz 4 me IAG is everything...psl IAG la benda 1st aku wat akt UIA nie...n IAG la aku learn a lot...

most important thing i need doa n support from u guys...ur doa n support mmg jd semangat utk aku...psl time2 skrang nie aku blur n still terkejut ngan apa yg jd skrang nie...MRC????i couldn't imagine it b4 beb....

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