Finally i've got a chance to post something after my wonderful week last week. No need 2 mention what happen last week coz every1 already know what happen to me kan.. 1st- IAG @ MHI TV23 and another one psl BIT FYP Showcase. No need to selindung. Both benda tu mmg menggembirakan aku sgt2. There's a reason on it. huhuuhuhu.. Let me citer satu2....

IAG @ MHI TV3 >> Wednesday
It such a memorable programme between me n IAG. Performance in front of millions viewers on national TV. Something yg aku x terpikir langsung selama nie. Plus ngan pengalaman main + memorize all the notes. It's not 1 or 2 but 7 songs. At first aku x confident pun whether aku leh wat ker tak. Since yg join2 tu jenis dh semangat gler so why don aku pun ikut semangat skali kan.

In my mind aku nak enjoy myself jer without thinking anthing at all. Such a good experience for me coz during this time la aku nak blaja camner nak memorize certain song in critical time.
Per2 pun pada hari kejadian semua nya jd xtentu psl. Maybe nervous terlebih kot or terlebih excite. Otak time tu x function sgt. hahhahah.. Overall aku quite impress gak la ngan bdk2 nie psl mampu perform ngan baik sklai even 2 ari jer kita training which equal to 5 hours jer. Good job kids. At least 2 ari training tu dpt gak bg manfaat kat semua including me.

Masa MHI tu aku dh terlebih excited sgt psl tetiba rmi plak org yg aku minat datang n at da same time tgk gak kita perform. Seem like diorg terhibur gak la. Mayb most of them tu x penah sgt tgk performance Angklung berkumpulan kan. Celebrities like Yasmin Ahamd (promote her latest movie TalenTime - already watch it yester.. review later k), Beautiful Atilia (dia mmg comel glerrr..), Adibah Noor (like her personality n humour as well), n PCK stars (excluding Gurmit) n finally singer yg 1st time aku beli album English - Anggun. Not 2 forget Wardina Safiayyah (I adore her friendly)

Tp plg aku excited bler Yasmin Ahmad datang la. Sadly aku xdpt nak borak2 ngan dia since her slot masa tengah2 unlike Anggun which slot dia at da end. Kalo la aku dpt borak2 ngan Yasmin Ahmad ti who are my fave Director in Malaysia kompom cam2 input n her idea especially I'm da one who admire her work n art. Artistic in short. Wonder y la naper dia blk awal..hehehehhe...
Per2 pun puas bler she talked a lot bout her latest anak - TalenTime. n Also Anggun gak. Her Snow on the Sahara tetap melekat gler. At first aku x pasan langsung itu dia except her beautiful boot tu. Yang aku pasan pun manager dia KC IUsmail - former Red 104.9 dj). I've argue with Mista Prez psl aku x rasa itu Anggun. However until dia nak perform baru aku pasan itu Anggun. Kecik nya dia. Tp dia mmg anggun banget. n freindly too. NAsib la dia sudi amik gambar ngan kitorg bler aku approach dia. Xder banyak soal pun. One more thing - I adore her coz still fluent cakap Indonesia even dh lebih 10 taun duk France.

Abis MHI jer kitorg di paksa breakfast. Dah sorang tgh lapar kan semua main serbu jerr.. Tetiba Kak Dib muncul ngan muka slumber nya. Per laie kan semua serbu nak amik gambar ngan dia Yer la sorang2 xleh nak lepas kan kalo jumpa artis. Same goes with me. hahaaha

Abis jer makan semua tggu bas kat luar. Nak tggu BAs pun ada gak yg sempat posing bwh terik matahari tu. Perhh sorang...

Blk tu trus post mortem n the anku blk bilik tukar baju 4 my class + quiz. Baik punya baca notes dlm bas tetiba aku salah baca notes laa..silap chapter,...hampagas btul...

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Dalam time2 bz camni la tetiba I miss all my frens back at Politeknik dulu. All da 4 packs (Lynn, Dayah, Suli n me) n also Karen n Ratna yg slaloo wat keja2 gler +
ngutuk. Since sorang2 dah besar n ada gak yg dah kawin suddenly aku sedar blk all da memories dh 4 taun aku tinggal kan. Not only 4packs tu but all my ex classmate. How close we are n how giler perangai sekor2 time muda2 dulu.


God, feel like I wanna turn back time n enjoy sepuas2 nya. Since it's reality, I can just accept it n let the memory still remain in my mind. Miss them so much!!!!
Thank God I still have frens alike them even sumthing even worst(hahhahhha). For the time being, Thanks guys coz accept me as a fren n still sabar ngan kerenah aku even sumthing aku nie over. But this is the real me, hard to change myself n I try to change it one by one.

Not 2 forget, today is my bes fren idup n mati aku punya birthday - Muhammad Syahrin b Samsuddin yg ke 23 tahun. Hope Allah bless his life n my friendship with him last 4eva.

sign out!!!Chiooo....

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ARCHERY TOURNAMENT

• i'm really happy bler dpt p sana n dpt join tournament tu. even though teruk gak result dia...at least dpt gak la experience how da professional main. Kitorg lawan ngan bdk2 Melaka yg plg tua pun form 3. Kalah menang xkisah janji enjoy 4 da last time main archery. I'm gonna miss nak main nanti. I already plan kalo ada rezeki nanti n financial yg ckp aku nak beli gak 1 set 4 me utk lepas tensen. Overall nak dekat setaun nie archery really built up my consentration n focus.
  
• Tournament tu gak kita dapat rasakan camner tournament yg sebenar. Psl format yg di gunakan lebih kurang yg biasa di mainkan.

ASSIGNMENT n PROJECT

• I've other 2 or 3 assignments + projects to accomplish n all of them are group work. Kalo dh nama group work kena la byk2 sabar til 4 some extance aku xleh nak tahan tahap kesabaran aku bler apa yg aku nak x dipenuhi.
  
• Seriously it's hard people yg x biasa keja ngan aku nak wat keja. I'm a kind of person yg very particular about something or in short perfectionist. So far rmi yg penah keja ngan aku paham perangai aku. Tp ada gak 2 3 malaun yg tau perangai aku but still wat aku sakit ati. Please la xkan x paham cara kerja Syamsul Kamal Nayan....
  
• Honestly aku mmg jenis yg x ske menunggu n anything yg related ngan TIME psl dlm family aku mmg dh di train utk hargai MASA. Semua nya psl aku dh terbiasa ngan my dad yg jenis particular n cerewet when talking bout time. Just like what my dad said, "try to appreciate others time coz u never know every time dat u spent tu ada magic nya sendiri".
• Now I'm really kena kejar cam2 benda n don know which one to focus.
  

FINAL EXAM

• my exam start on this 28th March - rite after FYP showcase tu. I've 2 start study this weekend. Otherwise I'll suffer a nite b4 exam tu.
  
• Then another discentralize paper aku on 2nd April. Wat a tough paper coz I don know wat I've learned. Mayb ada miracle kot time2 nak exam nanti. And my centralize paper scedule on 10 n 11 April. 2 paper yg not my fave. I guess!!!
• Per2 pun exam ni la time nescafe + bilik penuh ngan notes n paper + bilik bersepah..huhuhu
• Hopefully my exam akan ok n xseteruk idup aku skrang..heheheh
• Start study beb.....

I miss my family a lot tp nak wat camner keBZan tu bebtul wat aku terpaksa hold my plan nak blk umah...Cepat la time lapang. I'm tired duk sini. I need home!!!!

sign out now!!!!
chiooooo

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Such a long time since my last post (is it too long???xla sgt kalo nak compare kat sorang tu....who???xyah la amik tau...). Tapi desebabkan commitment lain yg perlu aku lepasi - FYP, archery training etc.. terpaksa la lupakan kejap blog nie even byk sgt nak di update... Standard la kan time2 final week nie. Alhamdulillahg everything ok n some other things make me sakit ati like practical...

Ok. let me wrap up everything yg happen masa time nazak aku last 2 weeks.

• Last week my cousin kawin. Actually he same age with my bro but they hv to fight saper kawin dulu n da winner is my cousin. Jodoh dia jauh gler beb..Kat Tanjung Pinang, Indonesi (if i'm not mistake laa....) my parents n my bro yg dpt pegi..Tensen beb xdpt pegi..Wat ever it is study still my priority..Jalan2 next time citer. alang2 kat sini n xkisah la dia tau ker x I just wanna wish to abg Izam- Slamat PEnganting baru. After byk kali cuba finally kawin gak...huhuuh

• Practical. Since my best buddy- Firdaus and I reject offer yg aku citer last 2 posts coz some problems n dugaan,we got another interview with Warisan Global. Company yg nampak kecik but project besar2 gler invited us 4 interview. From the interview they nearly accept us. Unfortunately yesterday Kak Ila (our DIS officer) got phone call from WG and application kitorg kena pending psl project yg diorg cakap x confirm laie even though we're the best candidate according to our performance (Alhamdulillah!!!). They gonna accept us 100% if the project proceed. Pray 4 me k.
  

• Another Practical. On wednesday, i received a call from one BIG company (x need 2 mentioned da name) n asked me bout internship whether i want to join them or not. At 1st cam x confident since nit's BIG company and after a moment I decided to grab dat opportunity. Next day nya, Mdm Nina (Practical Coordinator) told me that BIG compnay at first accept me n then suddenly reject me due 2 previous experience from other Uni. WTH kan...cakap memula nak pastu senang2 jer within dat time reject plak. Dia ingat benda nie main2 ker apa..Ingat kitorg ni budak2 apa. It's not only me yg kena but other 2 friends kena benda yg sama. Kata jer BIG company tp professional tahap longkang. And believe me. I'll not trust dat BIG company anymore. Never and never!!!

• FYP. Just finished my presentation ptg td. Overall from my examiner comment, he gave me good respond and feedback. Kira appreciate la apa yg ko dh wat even not 100% perfect. That's how professional n high level people work. Unlike certain org yg perasan professional n xlayak pun nak ngomen or reject hasil kerja org tp still anggap diri tu bagus. Enough la aku nak dengar psl org yg xlayak nie bercakap. Aku leh terima kritik org yg pandai or selayak mungkin but kalo org tu jenis yg se level aku but still nak tunjuk pandai p mampus la ngan kritikan ko tu. Dat statement x refer kat sesaper pun VIPs k. So xyah sesaper kat sini terasa k. Alhamdulillah FYP 4 dis sem dh abis except full report jer nnti kena antar. Just edit jer skit2. huhuuhuh
  

So skrang ni aku nak pokus kat minor project n programme FYP next 2 weeks. Mayb ada masa skit nak rehat psl xseberat FYP ko. Sindrom kat sesaper yg amik FYP. Masa nak wat memang sensara tp bler dh settle part yg sepatutnya (like me presentation) lega gler kpala otak.

So esok nak melancong p Melaka. Ops not melancong k tp friendly match ngan anak murid SUKMA dia. Xtau laie aku main ke x tu pun depend kat Cikgu. Dapat bagus x dpt pun xterasa. huuhu..Kalo x di sebab kan p Melaka, maybe aku p Penang esok psl anak sedara aku (her mum is my cousin) akan kawin sok. My anak sedara tu sebaya aku n akan kawin ngan laki pilihan dia. Xtau saper psl dh lama lost contact..hehhehe.. Per2 pun nak wish Slamat Pengantin Baru kat MAria. Kawin gak ko akhirnya..hehehhe

Ok..nak sign out dulu...

Chiooo...

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This week I don have any mood nak post something even though still 2 or 3 post yg tertunggak...

I don know what happen 2 me this week. Dugaan bertimbun2 datang smpi aku dh x larat nak handle each one of it. Not 1 or 2 but more than that. Such a big dugaan 4 me. Only Allah know how stress I am.

Those yg terasa ker kalo apa yg aku ckp time2 or kena tengking or aku termasam muka. Per2 pun nak mintak maap sgt awal2. Benda nie di bawah sedar aku. Don know bler all these stuffs abis. Just pray 4 me erk everything go well 4 me.