kinda stress tahap cipan with my job. People will say- "Ala biasa la keja, keja mana x stress". It's normal kalo stress ngan keja. But my stress is totally different.

• Double standard yang ingat dunia. If i'm da one yang wat salah abis di salaknya 1 opis, but when it come to "those" people yang laie besar kesalahan nya bkn amin gelak bertepuk tampar. Just like those people didn't do anything AT ALL!!!
• Overload punya keja yang di salahkan kat aku, but the reality is those SENIOR people do know how to plan the task very well. Bila meeting ngan client n drag the issue until 2 -3 weeks and already delay, the people yang akan jd mangsa adalah ORANG BAWAHAN.Suppose task yang secara logicall nya ptt di wat dalam masa seminggu, tapi di sebabkan orang ats sendiri yang delay keja, orang bawahan hanya di bg masa selama sehari. Giler x gile, salah dorg, aku jugak yang jd mangsa. When it come to dely of work from me, again di salkan nya 1 opis. Is id fair for me and the the rest of orang bawahan???
  
• When i asked them about task given, she said, I DON HAVE TIME TO ENTERTAIN U! But when the meeting session, WHY U DID'T ASK ME? Fuc*ng shit la weii...
• "You have to do OT manimum until 8.30pm on weekdays. And you also have to come on weekends as well". The question is, aku xder famali or life ker? I'm not like u, crazy about work n don even think about ur life.
• "Syam, kenapa u xmesra ngan staff lain?" Hell No la aku nk baik2 ngan manusia2 yang aku benci!!! Let me be myself dr jd FAKE dr sesetengah org kt dalam tu. Pretend to be nice even though....

Itu la serba sedkit ngan apa yang aku alami selama setahun lebih aku duduk dalam neraka dunia tu. Everything that i done, never get anything positive. They just simply put a blame on me on everything even it's not involve me at all.

Berenti?? Dr sebulan aku start keja aku dh pasang niat nk berenti, after tons of interviews, still no rezeki for me. Up untl this satge I still hope that Allh mudahkan rezeki aku untuk berambus dr situ.

What's the point kalo aku sendiri xhappy ngan tempat tu, daily routines that i face and thoose 'monkey' yang tunjuk bagus + pengipas terbaik!!!

** Sorry for this crazy post from me. It's something yang aku dh lama pendam untuk sekian kali. As i posted in my FB. PATIENT IS NOT LONGER IN MY DICTIONARY AT THIS MOMENT.