S: So, Syam u sudahdapatkerjabaruyer??
Me: No la, I dapat further study bukankerjabaru

That was conversation between S who was my supervisor and me during my farewell lunch at my previous company. What I lie to them? Because I don’t want to share anything with all of them except four people that I really trust. I do not want them to hear from me and I don’t care if the trusted people tell them. Further study also my reason when I tender my resignation. To be frank, I don’t want them to know where is my new workplace because I’m totally hate them (except for those 4 people) and that X company. My one and half year is totally a nightmare and it became the worst experience in my entire life.

The place that I learned about double standard, R word, and everything that people had learned even a single one. I had shared some of my nightmare at my previous post and that is no reason for me to repeat that.

On 10^th May 2011, apart from celebrating my 27th birthday I also got the best present that I’m really looking for. New Job!! That early morning, I receive a call from a familiar number and I totally excited to receive that call. The person who interviewed me for 2 stages of interview wishes me and told me about that good news.

Happy.. Happy.. Excited.. Excited..

Once I received that good news, all my pain and nightmare disappear in one shot. What I want to do that time is just to tender my resignation and waiting for my last day. Less than a day, they approve my resignation without ask me anything. Surprise? Not at all since they just wait for me to ‘berambus’ since I already lost my interest in everything that I do there.

Toward my last day, I just enjoyed myself and they did not give any pressure and difficult or high end tasks. Except for last day, S never asked me to do that task that have to complete for 2 days, but after lunch she push me to complete it at the end of the day otherwise I will not receive my last salary. How cruel is that person. My friend advise me to just do that task and skip anything that not important and she not aware that I skip that part. I just do my last ‘paksarela’ task and finish it at the end of the day with ‘carcamarba’. Once Y check a little bit here and there, he asked the HR person to give my cheque (last payment). How bad they treat me on my last day. Leaving that HELL is such a wonderful moment.

After one and a half year, I get a lot of experiences whether it is good or bad. Mostly is bad experience like met people at that company, how double standard they are and a lot of thing. Alhamdulillah, because those experiences taught me to be patient and realize the real world.And also thankful to Allah for the rezeki that He gave me.

So I already start my new life at new company. I’ll share my 1^st month there and the things that I do.

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